Failed

Today is the day that semester result being announced. So, my bare outline for this post is all about semester result.  Then, after checking the result..Arrrrghhhh.. What happen? Just a little bit more to be eligible for dean list. Juz 0.0x (xnk ckp brape sbnarnye). For this calamity, catastrophe day, I felt incomplete. It’s something that beggar description. My day had been plagued by misfortune. Even now I am writing in vexing, exasperate, infuriate, enrage, hopeless and sank into despair. ARRRRRGGGGGGHHHHH!!!!!!. I am at low ebb / down in the dumps for the whole day. I’m not a cheerful Ekhwan Faressa anymore. You know,  call no man happy until he dies. Yeaaah that’s right. Hmm aku thu la.. This idiom is very suitable for my circumstances right now. Hehehe… Haish Ekhwan Faressa, don’t be like an ostrich with its head in the sand. Juz face it. Be strong. Do not cry over spilt milk. Let the dead bury the dead. I am good at giving courage to my friends but I can’t motivate myself. I hope that those who read this post can help me to ease the dolorous inside me. I can’t face it alone L. Do you notice that the idiom ‘best fish swim near the bottom’ written on my blog’s theme? It means that great thing do not come by easily. I think that this idiom can motivate me. So, if you wish to achieve something, you need to work for it. My achievement for this semester will be acted as catalyst for me to strive harder next time. It’s time for me to get serious. Aku x gagal selagi aku mencuba. Aku cuma akan gagal sekiranya aku menyerah.. Chayok3 Faressa. 

Ya Allah… 

In the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful. Praise be to Allah, the Cherisher and Sustainer of the worlds; Most Gracious, Most Merciful; Master of the Day of Judgment. Thee do we worship, and Thine aid we seek. Show us the straight path. The way of those on whom Thou hast bestowed Thy Grace, those whose (portion) is not wrath, and who go not astray.

Surah Al-Fatihah Verse 1-7.

Story of My Life

Hello all and sundry... I hope that you are alive and kicking or in the pink of health. Since that it is semester break, I am at a loose end and spend most of my time by playing computer games and doing some house chores. My brainchild for this post is a short essay.

My name is Ekhwan Faressa. You can address me either Ekhwan or Faressa. But, most of my friends pronounce my name as Farisha. What a girly name, sad but truth. For 18 years I dwelled in a small and dilapidated surburbun house and also a tenant to a late of my landlord, Mister Zakaria. We pay for the monthly rental at RM150. Ensnared in a life of penury and fraught with diffilculties, I never regret born this way. This life taught me the meaning of perseverence and dilligent.  It makes me the man I am today. My father is the only breadwinner while my mother is a housewife. I am the eldest of four siblings need to bear great reponsibilities right on my shoulder. I need to be a good epitome as a brother and a man.

My first first education began at kindergarten, Tadika Tasnim which located just a stone’s throw away from my house. I relish this childhood by playing all day long and cheer. Then, I stay with my paternal granparents when I was 7 until 8 years old. I still don’t know the reason why I need to stay with them. I also live with my cousins and the only boy dwelled in that house. I was unable to mix with them and I am solitude. So, we’re always quarrel and fighting. Do you know what will happen to a little boy without her parent’s guidance?  After class (Sekolah Padang Garong 1), I only went home just to take shower and having lunch. I always loitering around and came back at dusk. I never finished my homework and study for the whole year.  Scary is it? 

So,

1.     My exercise books always left blank and I also skip pages if I didn’t manage to finish previous exercises.

2.     Never submitted homework.

3.     Always being scolded by teachers.

Then, my parents took me home..........(xda idea dah) to be continued ok.. hehe ..

On my next post.. I will upload some of my pics 4 u 2 view. I’m not that cut a fine figure, just for u all to know me well. I’m just a person with an extrovert character and a good sense of humour.. living life to the full..... :-)

PS : Thanks to my dear frens from UTP Perak, Fatihah Pozi and Faiza for supporting this blog n oso give me courage :-)

An Amateur Blogger

Hype ReAdeRs..

This is my first time creating a blog..  I hope that I can maintain updating my blog regularly.. Owing to the semester break, I can spend more time updating my blog.. hope so.. I don’t know what encourage me to create this blog but my clean sonscience told me. I started warm up to blogging world out of blue... Then it came to my mind that updating my blog will become my new hobby. It can alleviate my stress when my mind is in topsy-turvy. Splendid though. BTW, it has been 5 years (since my SPM) I havent writing any essays.. Oh no, my sentence structures differs since then.. I think im too old for this.. I cannot produce essay like I was in form 5..  Sad but truth... I dreamt to be a linguist.. I hope that I can use this medium as a stepping stone for me to step up my English proficiency skills. 

The first point for my first post ever is…….

My blog address is ‘im-gemutlichkeit’ = ‘I am gemutlichkeit’.  So, do you curious and agog to know the meaning?. Gemutlichkeit is a german word used in English. Eg other german words in English : doppelgänger, ersatz, flak, frankfurter, blitz and more and bla bla bla bla. I found that word accidently in one of my dictionary (Webster Dictionary).

What does it means? Gemutlichkeit = friendliness. It is synonym with affable and genial.  So, does it means that "I am a gemutlichkeit guy". Well. it depends on you to judge it.. hehehe...This word is FANTASTIC right?.  And also easy to use in sentences. That is the art of language.  Awe.. Thank God, new vocab added. New memory allocation for this vocab...  Saving complete.. Cheeh, mcm nk save file la plak…  Hehehehehe…